Guilt

So I was planning on going to the Temple today with the Sisters in the ward. No one was able to come and the snow had finally come. I got up and ready. All morning I was worried about the weather because I have a really hard time in the snow. I was determined to go though so I brushed it off and finished getting ready. As soon as I got Ashlee off to school I headed out. Once I left the neighborhood I felt fine. All the roads were clear and the worry went away. Once I got to SR-73 I started worrying again. The cars were backed up all the way to the Ranches. Several of them were turning around. I wasn't sure if it was because they didn't want to wait or because the weather was bad up ahead. I kept remembering the storm last year. You all know the one. It was bright and sunny in Eagle Mountain but in Saratoga it was a blizzard and half the neighborhood was stuck there. I wasn't sure if my human side was taking over and I was getting scared or if someone smarter then me was telling me to turn around. Well to get the point I turned around. Do I feel guilty? Absolutely. Why do we do this to ourselves? I know I need to get over it, but let's face it, I'm Emily and I am sure I will stew over this all day, all week or probably until I get to the Temple. Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I guess I better go shovel the walks.